life..
how do you feel if everything you wish,
can't walk as the ones you hope so much..
maybe you'll be depressed,
that's what i feel exactly right now
life can't be predicted,
hidup emang nga bisa ditebak
too much riddle,
and sometimes might be confusing
but no matter what,
that's what called as being alive
God..
i really don't know what's wrong with me right now,
seiring waktu berjalan,
semakin banyak pertanyaan saja yang menggantung di hatiku..
what will happen to me,
what will happen to myself,
what will happen to my dreams,
my ambitions,my family,
my family..
even what will happen with her..
there's too many questions left,
masih banyak tanya yang belum terjawab
maybe all of these is because my own fault..
semuanya murni akibat kesalahan dan kecerobohanku
sometimes,
i really can't understand myself..
why i must be like this,
why i'm still walking on this path right now
kadang,
aq sempat berpikir,
beban ini terlalu berat bagiku
sometimes i really want to give up
maybe all of my problems will disappear
when i close my eyes forever
tidur nyenyak untuk selamanya,
dan tak terbangun lagi..
but still,
hati kecil ini terus berbisik lirih,
i can't give up now
about her,
i really don't know what really happening between us
semakin lama, terasa semakin jauh
i really don't wanna let us keep walking like this
i want to fix it,
but i really don't know what should i do
time forgets..
but i'm not sure it really does
God..
if things really can't be like this
please show me the path
i'm almost give up,
nearly hopeless
and don't know where i belong anymore..